a million miles to montreal

(Source: bloodstainedrazors, via dont-let-me-crash-and-fall)

ive been going out with you 3 weeks and already youve had a go at me for everything i do, fucked u my head to the extent i dont know what im doing anymore and made me realise what a fucking dick you are! your a selfish unconcerned TWAT and i hope you realise after tomorrow that all your previous relationships failed bcause of YOU! you fucking abusive cunt, you got bullied in school so you should know what its like to be demeaned! and you still fucking do it to me! im your boyfriend for fucks sake :’( why me?! why act like the fucking victim and shed fake tears at me to make me feel like the bad guy? you make me feel minescule, unimportant and most of all like SHIT! FUCK YOU, YOU CUNT :(

got so many plans to et my life on tack :) getting rid of my cousin who had basically ruined my teenage years, im staying happy hopefully and just forgetting whats happened in my past be it starting from yesterday or years ago. keeping the people in my life that matters and my mate laur who has been there for me no matter what an i have realised i got better people in my life than the ones that caused so much drama and gunna stick to what i have planned to do….and thats build a better future for myslf and my family when i start one :)

cant believe this has happened like fucking dirty scrut ¬¬ mind you i shuld have been a bit more safer no wonder ive been ill latley explains a lot……and now i feel like im losing a best mate cuz i cudnt keep my gob shut….life is shit

people fuck me round reguarly, but in the end you’ll all get whats coming to you because what goes around comes around. its nice to know you can rely on “mates” to cheer you up…NOT! and tbh i found out a little thing about you :) and now your trying to tell me you have feelings for ME?! dont tell me that when you turn to him and tell him you love him, your either bullshitting me or him so what is it? ive actually had enough now of you and a lot of other people who has fucked up my head for the last time :) im not standing for it nomore and im putting my foot down.

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